Lotte xx

I love my readings and to be completely honest, on a very basic level I do not mind or care where the information you give comes from because it is always so accurate and so helpful. To me that’s all that matters. Especially when I’m upset or talking about difficult things it does not matter to me because I trust in you and your trust in your guides.
However, on an inquisitive level I’m very interested in how psychics work and the different types of readings. I love to study and learn new things and it’s a habit of mine to try and figure out how things work eventually. Therefore I really enjoy learning about the different aspects of the psychic world. I’m only upset that I probably won’t get to watch much of the show because I’m working mid-morning again.
A few people have said I’m intuitive and sensitive (I pick up on peoples emotions quite quickly). I do not trust myself and my judgement enough to take the first of those comments. But I have just realised the latter statement is very true, I do pick up on how everyone is feeling. I’ve only just accepted this during this last week. A family friend passed away last thursday , my aunty Lol (she had been ill for a very, very long time). I’m very sad about it obviously but I am not greiving like some of my family becasue as I got older, she became more seriously ill so we saw less of her. Therefore I didn’t know her very well. However, when I speak to my dad or my auntys about it, I feel this overwhelming sense of grief, almost like I can’t breathe it’s that strong at times. I just feel so sad. My feelings seem to mirror their faces. Even some of the comments that have been left on facebook are filling me with emotions. And it’s the same with other things too. I wish I could turn it off or stop it. I know it sounds selfish because it’s nice to know how people are feeling because at times it means you can help them but I have enough to deal with, with my problems and emotions, trying to be there for my friend and holding down both my jobs and uni, I really don’t need to be feeling every one elses feelings. Maybe I just need to toughen up a bit. My mum always tells me that, she says there is no point in crying, it doesn’t achieve anything. Maybe she is right.
Hope to get your thoughts on this and to catch up with you soon re everything!

Lots of love
Lotte xx